2/2/07

Some people you just don't like. Other people who like even less. You have no idea why, but for some reason you can't look at them eye-to-eye; maybe you disagree with how they think or you don't like the way their voice sounds. Maybe you have no reason to not like them, but you don't like them anyway.

I really don't like many of the people I know. They all have something about them that irks me to a degree, and I'm aware that a few of them are reading this so I will not mention names and I won't really talk about it outside of this, unless I'm annoyed to the point where they must be told otherwise. But, yes, it's no secret that I don't like even half the people I know, it's very obvious actually, although I will try my best to be nice to people that mean well and are generally okay to be around.

"I was impressed with myself." Well, yes, obviously you would be, and we know that so you don't need to say it everytime you do something because soon it's going to turn into "I had a thought, which I'm rather impressed about", but then again, this presents a great means of poking fun at people. Maybe you just have a thing for letting people know every little detail of your life; get a reality show with a camera in the shower so we can all see what it looks like when you take a shit or masturbate in the shower. Better yet, live in the zoo and we can pay to see you do what you do, then after two weeks, you get a portion of the money; that there's what we call economical!

Something else that's pissing me off is people who ask for your help and then look at you with an honest-to-god angry face and tell you that your help is pointless and not worth the time it took to hear it. Next person who does that is going to get hit, seriously, if you needed my help that you wouldn't be saying that to my face. And these are the same people who will do everything but the thing you told them to do and bitch because "nothing's working". Fuck. Sake.

I'm starting to understand what people say when they tell you that they can't trust anyone. No matter what you do, someone will always find something to mock you for or to stab you in the back with. Come on, people, I know it's hypocritical for even me to say, but have a little respect for people. Give them the benefit of the doubt and just accept it. Or maybe that's too much to ask people these days when it's every fucker for themselves.

So, yes, I do infact dislike a lot of people. Many of them aren't even aware or think I'm joking and I'm not in any way, shape or form. Maybe I should have been born a few millenia ago when it was alright and freely accepted for men to love each other even though you had a wife and kids (ancient Greece was awesome) and if you did something wrong, you weren't held for fifteen years just to see what come up, you had your head cut off and mounted on a pike or you were sent into slavery. Which is something we need back, slavery. Make criminals slaves, I tell you now that that would drop the crime rate real quick.

Anyway, I'm done ranting, I need to nap and hopefully wake up in a better mood them I'm in now.

1/30/07

Snow days

I love having snow days, but I don't like having them when I have to miss a lab. But then again, it's not so bad, I've been practising bass most of the morning and I've got For Whom The Bell Tolls pretty much down, except for a few places where I lose my timing, but that's just practise.

Other then that, I've been looking at basses again, trying to find which on I want. Maybe a Warwick, maybe an ESP. I have yet to decide, though I do know that I'll be getting my Macbook before I get a new bass, as I've been wanting/needing a new computer for a few years.

I've been thinking that it's soon time for me to get back into the dating game. You know, nearly fourth months of being single starts to suck when you're used to having someone around to hang out with on a regular basis. If I could get to Nova Scotia, I'd try dating this girl that I met, or I might even just say to hell with it and find someone around town to date. We'll see, though, knowing me, it's going to be harder then I think and I'll have to sit down and think about it for a long while. Enough being emo!

I'm getting good at Guitar Hero, which I'm glad about as it will be the first game I'll actually be mediocre at and be able to to play with people without sucking too much. Getting 5-stars on every song is hard, though, but I want to get those special guitars! I need them! Obsessed? Just a little. Maybe...

Fuck, I hate shovelling, but I have to do it before work. Oh my, the bitches work is never done!